here i am, crawling back. i know it's been a while since i've last written, but i think my life has finally settled down just a fraction so that now i can just barely process collecting my thoughts to form one paragraph with them. over the last month i've celebrated a birthday, packed up the loft and moved down the street to a "charming" little house, said goodbye to a great friend and crucial member of the theatre zero, played all night long through the bitter cold that was nuit blanche, and have nearly gone crazy. now to see where the rest of the year will take me.